ok. i'm officially an art and design student in year 3.

but that aside, i feel i'm going haywire. i have no motivation to go to work and that means i have not enough income to cover my expenses for next month. i don't know what i'm going to do except to chiong work next week. but i can't even guarantee if i can do that. just so reluctant to work. i think i want too much, but can't live up to my expectations.

i think i'm changing. but i feel like im getting a headache when things are happening around me. because that's not who i am and that's not where i'm comfortable at.

this semester's off to a good start for one or two of my modules and the rest are yet to be seen. but i'm thankful for it all. if i compare this sem and last sem's grades, this sem looks more promising from week 1 to week 6. but i still feel anxious. haa. if i say i haven't thought of backsliding, i'm lying.

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