i suddenly feel i'm back to knowing jesus for the first time again. the feeling of when you just feel so close to Him, as though you never want to lose this feeling ever again. it's like, He's my closest friend i can ever have in my lifetime, and through eternity. i'm currently listening to this song by Avalon, titled "everything to me". this was the song that made me fall in love time and time again with God since around 3 years back. and back then, i had nothing but God.

amazing how my life has turned around since then (: ok actually, how my life has turned around since a year and few months ago. the choice was made and since then, i changed in my committment level and it's the best choice i could have ever made. (:

ok, back to the present. gosh, i doubt anyone reads this blog anymore since i went MIA for a few months. but that's good too. wahah.

so anyway, i survived this past half year which God scheduled for me with various events after events in prefect timing. let's see.. first it was school till february. work before and after CNY. easter drama production. benny hinn crusade. school reopen. pre u seminar which ended just 2 days ago, and emerge conference coming up. i shall not talk much about the seminar though. but i gotta say, 4 nights without the freedom of quiet time sure wasn't healthy. i guess it's true how i would take advantage of the fact that i get to spend quality time with God in my room. i missed the luxury of spending time in the presence of God when i was at the seminar cos i really needed it and i guess that's what keeps me going daily. but i'm glad i survived. haha.

ok i'm gonna be random again. i just remembered how jesus answered my prayer during sec 3. the simplest prayer i prayed, yet the most answered by God. after those 2 to 3 years, i can still remember how i felt jesus with me as i was praying, and listening to me with His eyes filled with concern and love. i didn't see it, but i knew it. listening to the song mentioned above really gets me in tune with God..

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♥ Itsy Bitsy Spider